And in those moments, looking on that picture, I came to know a despair that went beyond any puling despair for my miserable self, one that went out and went out from that photograph, like the ripples from a pebble dropped into dark water, until they lapped up against everything in the world, and rendered it all into hacked meat and mute purposeless matter. And I despised the world, and all of humanity, and, indeed, God himself. But most of all, I despised myself.
Stunning. Simply brilliant, delicate writing.
I'm so glad you linked it. I read him all the time, but missed this one.
Posted by: Joan of Argghh! at February 28, 2009 7:26 PM